The audio journal, October 29 2022. So I’m getting back from giving Ross his fourth treatment in a row four weeks in a row. I’m not gonna be able to see him for three weeks I told him to I need to change that. It’s going to be three weeks because next weekend is the wedding weekend. After that I have MFI the MFR seminar. So it’s gonna be three weeks. He’s reacting really, really well. So I can still keep talking to him that I’m gonna do.
I had a strange stream last night I normally don’t talk about my dreams I’ve been at like, it was unusual, or at least there was like things were going on in my dream normally.
And then suddenly, like I saw a bird that was almost cartoonishly, like a crow or some other black. Not quite a raven or crow. It was almost cartoonish. But it was high up, and I saw it twice. But the second time, I mean, there were like three things under it. I don’t know, like streaks or clouds or flying things or feathers or something. I don’t know. I saw it once. And I thought, Oh, that’s weird. And then I saw it again. I’m like, oh, that’s the second time and it was much closer. And it dive bombed me and quite suddenly was in my hand. And it wasn’t it wasn’t the Blackbird anymore. It was like a white dove, but there was green eye makeup. And I remember thinking, Oh, it’s solid. In a way that nothing else had been. Up to that point in the dream, like, at all. It was unusual and it was talking. Which it felt like somebody was trying to communicate through the bird like it wasn’t the bird talking it was I knew it represented somebody else knew it was somebody else talking through the bird and it was saying something about mommy and something about the movie theater. I think this is like after the whole day that I’m writing this that I’m actually getting this down
but I think I also woke up several times during the night. Which normally I’ve tried to pray and I’m pretty sure that like I know that the first time I saw the bird I woke up and I thank God and then I went back to sleep. And then I saw the bird again and then dive on me and was touched me and made I was had this solid thing and then I woke up really early. went to the bathroom. Very sure I started praying again and then went straight back to sleep. Then I woke up with my alarm. So that was unusual I just there was something about it that it was so solid in a way that nothing else actually
the dream had been I don’t know. So I also saw Alan Today saw his new house for the first time I have not been praying for him or his nieces or that whole situation that all praying for us. I have not been praying for Alan
Ross is finally kind of getting some infrastructure that he needs. He’s he said he’s a little overwhelmed by the fact that he’s leaving the house every day now to do things for like appointments and doctors and stuff and like yes, that’s That’s great. That’s fabulous and amazing. And apparently his caseworker is helping him with his goals and getting and reminding him of things when he’s drifting off of his goals, which is great.
So I’m gonna keep praying for that three to add Island to my prayer list as well as the situations with the kingdom men’s group and me doing God’s work and I know God is working with Ashley so there is that and it’s been a lot I’m now on a Saturday. So Dave, workout five of the first week and I did not go to the gym first thing in the morning when I could have and now it’s late afternoon
and I haven’t gone and I need to go today because the next two weekends. The next few Saturdays are going to be very hectic and even the next Friday’s this next Friday also. And that I I know how this goes so I need to catch up here. I’m wanting to go home, change over the laundry and then go straight to the gym. I stopped off to get something to eat because I only had breakfast at like seven this morning and it was three in the afternoon or Almost 131 Almost two o’clock and I hadn’t eaten anything. And I’m actually getting in the habit now of eating three meals a day which is still a bit new given the past year. But it’s a good habit. Provided that it’s good food which mostly has been fish mostly has been
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