Process

tasks I’m given.

Consistency has been a problem.

I’ve been dragged down in the spirit

and I’ve let myself be that way

because I haven’t let myself be renewed.

I rely on my own strength

the things I know I’m supposed to do,

I fail to do

but I didn’t know better.

I didn’t know how to change

and I’m learning the skill of doing better.

Wobbly first steps

we do not learn to walk in a day

we do not learn to crawl in an hour.

It is a process

and I’ve begun mine