truth or lies I’m standing in
they resonate beneath my skin
I’ve known my doubt
I’m filled with fear.
it rings in me from ear to ear,
From my toes to my head I feel like I’m drowning.
Yet I stand in You
and You have me surrounded and Your light and Your glory and Your joy
tries to reach me.
Your peace feels just out of reach,
Beyond the clouds of haze and confusion.
fear, I know not from where, that fills me to the roots
of my hair paralyzed to move,
afraid to make a sound
to move will make it worse.
Indecision abounds.