when sickness comes
weak is sure
the mind is fuzzy
all habits poor
when sickness comes
weak is sure
the mind is fuzzy
all habits poor
The God of wisdom and delight,
pleasure and pain.
Joy and terror
who knows of each
knows them all
knows their context and their purpose.
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The God of the ridiculous, God of the sublime
God of sternness, God of humor
God of death
God of parenting
God of infancy
God of age,
God of teenage hormones
God of the foolish
God of the wise
God of stars and trees and rocks
God of ice and fire, wind and water God of
plasma
God of spirit
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Applying gender of the physical equipment is a limitation far beneath Him
God is so much more than equipment.
God of every type of genitals
God of every sex
God of every gender
God of sex
God of childbirth God of menstruation God if testosterone
God of the feminine God of the masculine
God of every galaxy, who made them
knows them,
God of every star who knows them all by name
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God who knows how many hairs are on my head,
who knows every foolish stupid decision
I have ever made and still loves me,
still wants what is best for me, wants to give me good things
but also does not want to leave me in the mess that I’m in.
He does not want to
leave
me
at all
He gives me every chance, every opportunity
to change
to turn to Him
to reach for Him
to listen for Him
to listen
to Him.
You will lift the chains that
bind me
you free me from my bondage
you free me from the trap
I’ve
fallen in
to cleanse me from the
mud
you take me from the trap.
You heal my wounds.
Praise you Jesus. I praise you Father God
God, that is true
I did not ask what I should do
I did not involve You in my plans
I did not place it in Your hands
I think to hold it all on my own
with my power I don’t want to hear You groan
under the weight of my burden
I know You are mighty, beyond compare
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Your strength surpasses mine like a Tiger’s surpasses
a strand of hair
I do my part,
I bring what is needed,
I bring what I can
I place it in your hand.
A dove that flies, a dove with teeth and
Eyes of a hawk
tears of glass, jagged, sharp
they cut the ground to shreds.
What we forget about sheep and what small dogs teach us in their place:
How easily they hurt themselves
and how cute they are.
How valuable they are.
How precious to us, not just for what they give us,
but for who and what they are;
precious,
and valued,
and just as adorable.
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Small dogs may be smarter
and do not need to be rescued,
as often
but just like sheep
the little ones wouldn’t
really survive and
thrive
on their own without us.
We don’t have sheep no more.
not everyone knows
how they behave.
We think of sheep,
we know they need guidance, we know they need a shepherd.
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God gave us something else instead
God gave us tiny dogs
only dogs are smarter
This says much for how stupid sheep are
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We forget how easily their lost.
We forget how easily they get stuck in the mud
we forget how easily they wander away
we forget how easily their hurt
how easily they are cutting traps
we forget how easily they are hunted
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Love is Self-denying
deny the self, God and your spouse lift
you up.
You focus on two others, but two
People are focused on you.
It’s the job of your spouse and
God to be
concerned with
you and about you,
That’s Not your
job, it’s theirs.
disturbed by disturbance
something I caused
They scream and shout
stomp and pout
almost start a fight.