I have faith and fear,
respect and reverence
trust and belief
trust over terror
I have faith and fear,
respect and reverence
trust and belief
trust over terror
The usefulness of pride
this a seeking of the self’s
a desire, a lust
of self, of me, I
this destroys families
You destroy cities,
he destroyed neighborhoods, provinces,
he’ll any destroy entire nations.
You made me wonder if you’re worthy of my time,
you’re not.
My pride is not worth my time,
my pride is worth less than my shit.
You’re a killer, how many times I neglected to ask for help
making so many things worse
Prayer.
A glorious, marvelous thing
to speak to our King:
Directly,
to approach boldly,
to bring petition, request, anguish, and joy, and praise.
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Many forgotten reverence,
but only because of the boy child that was born,
which God gave to us, His son
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He shared that he may have siblings
and he’d be the first in all things
that we may pray
and approach
and connect
and speak to him.
whether through sound or thought.
He knows our heart.
He knows our joy or despair.
He has walked with us there
Jesus’s birthday shines so bright
caroling down the streets,
fights in the dark
sweetly attending wounds
midwinter dark, the darkest season of cold
a bright light for all
warmth in the darkness
The joy of obedience
not grudging resentful thing
the hunger grows
a hunger shows
the emptiness you feel.
The sacrifice you made
the Angels marvel at it
obedience to your word
a joy it will be fulfilled
to walk in your way
to follow your path
to do is you did
to do as you say
Obedience
to your word.
The things you place on my heart
no matter the timing
no matter the strange
no matter that I do not understand
I trust you know what you’re doing
I trust you have my best interests in mind,
I trust you
I trust you
I trust you