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  • season system

    systems redone,

    Oh what fun!

    a new season is a new system

    to be begun.

  • choose

    sleep or pray

    sleep or pray

    minus the gym that’s easy;

    both.

  • All praise

    All praise to Father from whom all things come

    And praise to Christ Jesus, our Lord’s only Son, Praise Jesus.

    And praise to the Spirit who makes all us One.

    All praise to our God and Redeemer.

    He gave us life, and claimed us from death

    despite our heading that way…

    He gives us life, and teaches His paths

    a life giving fruit and river.

  • Encouragement

    i feel shame

    i feel guilt for what i do.

    but

    I’ve washed you in my blood. I’ve made you new,

    says the Lord.

    you are MINE

    says the Lord, Now act like it. Not perfectly, but do.

  • 5 things grateful

    Five things I’m thankful for.

    I’m thankful for the unchained Leader Program.

    I’m thankful for

    the men that I have connected to through that.

    I’m thankful for my job.

    I am thankful

    that I’m at the job I’m at.

    I’m thankful

    for the encouragement I receive.

    I’m thankful that

    I can give encouragement.

  • Enemy Action

    one or two in a group experience pain-

    but everyone all at once?

    that screams enemy action.

    especially against against kingdom work.

    //

    Circumstances change, life can be

    chaotic,

    disruptive, and distracting.

    Life likes to scream. But

    everyone, all at once,

    things suddenly get more chaotic,

    suddenly become more

    distracting and demanding, especially

    distracting away from Kingdom work?

    That screams enemy action!

  • enemy’s playbook

    chaos and confusion-

    The enemy’s domain.

    disruption,

    delay, distraction-

    the tactics of the enemy-

    degrade, destroy,

    demean

  • isn’t convinced

    If she isn’t convinced that

    Christ is the only way and-

    there is nothing I can do about that.

    That is fully out of my control.

    as much as I might like it to be

    is out of my control and it is not my place

  • 5 things I did right today

    I visited Donny

    during the Wake for his mother

    and I tried to comfort and connect with him.

    I fed our dog.

    I went to the gym.

    I did recovery work for my muscles.

    Five things I’m

    grateful for the leader unchained group.

    I’m grateful for the men who

    reached out to me

    after it.

    I am grateful for

    Gilbert, Gill, who through God’s

    grace alone reached out to me this morning. I’m grateful

    for God’s work in my life. I am

    grateful for God’s work in

    his life.

    I am grateful for the human connections and

    growth that I feel God is doing in my life.

  • When I’m Angry, with God

    When I’m angry with God

    when I’m angry, I’m bringing it to God.

    When I am angry with other people,

    with things

    with situations,

    I bring those things to God.

    When I’m angry with God–

    I know if I bring that to God,

    He will allow me

    to yell, and rant, and be incoherent, and in

    pain, and just be angry,

    even though it’s with Him.

    Even if I say “God, I’m angry with You.”

    And then He’d say, “Okay, tell Me how you feel, express it to Me.”

    And I’d say “I’m angry with You.”

    And then I would be angry, and tell him exactly how I feel, and why, or even just share the emotion with him.

    And we would sit there.

    Then He would ask, as He always does:

    “Can I have My say?” or

    “Do you want to know what I think about that?”

    And then I am

    scared, because sometimes when

    I’m angry, I want to stay angry.

    And sometimes my anger is

    justified and sometimes it is not.

    But sometimes I do not want to

    hear what God has to say about my anger.

    especially when the anger is

    towards him, justified or not.

    He is wise,

    and patient as long as

    I am seeking Him, seeking reconciliation.

    There’s times, in my pettiness I don’t

    want that. But I have to choose

    to hear him out. And he’ll wait,

    when I’m angry.