Lies and truth poem

I’m still going through that valley of addiction.

I can’t yet say I’m fully free,

but I see the path. I See the Light.

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I see the lies and truth

I heard some truth growing up,

but I also heard a lot of lies.

like the lie that “pornography is normal”;

that “pornography is healthy”

that’s a lie.

“pornography is good for exploring”

that’s another line.

stripping away the lies isn’t

the same as choosing to believe truth.

I feeling

Discouragement, delay

God answers:

Deuteronomy 31 verse 2.

I look it up

 I am 120 years old, and I am no longer able to be your leader. And besides that, the Lord your God has told me that he won’t let me cross the Jordan River.”

I wonder how did Moses feel?

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Discouragement, confusion

How did Moses feel?

He spoke with God like a friend

yet how did he

feel at this end of this life?

God, that is true

God, that is true

I did not ask what I should do

I did not involve You in my plans

I did not place it in Your hands

I think to hold it all on my own

with my power I don’t want to hear You groan

under the weight of my burden

I know You are mighty, beyond compare

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Your strength surpasses mine like a Tiger’s surpasses

a strand of hair

I do my part,

I bring what is needed,

I bring what I can

I place it in your hand.

Jeremiah 6 Blackout poem

Jerusalem!

raise

disaster

great destruction.

daughter of Zion.

us attack at noon!

evening lengthen!

siege mound against

Jerusalem.

–must be punished;

you in disgust,

uninhabited land”

remnant of Israel;

gatherer pass

speak

warning,

may hear?

word

object of scorn;

children in the street,

the very aged.

inhabitants of the land,”

people lightly,

when there is no peace.

committed abomination?

roads, and look,

ancient paths,

nor your sacrifices pleasing to me.

stumbling blocks

shall stumble;

like the roaring

sea;

ride on horses,

O daughter of Zion!”

the destroyer

will come

test their

ways.

refining goes on,

Rejected silver

LORD has rejected