I fear the birth of me
I fear the coming maturity
I fear the death of me
I fear the coming maturity
I feel it’s loss, I feel it’s birth
I fear the birth
of change.
Growth is change is death is life.
Stagnation only dies.
I fear the birth of me
I fear the coming maturity
I fear the death of me
I fear the coming maturity
I feel it’s loss, I feel it’s birth
I fear the birth
of change.
Growth is change is death is life.
Stagnation only dies.
I fear myself.
I fear the climb.
I fear the change to a better me.
I fear progression.
I fear alteration.
I fear the death of an older me
I fear the loss
the change
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I fear the delusion of self blame.
I fear the shame of enacting failure.
I fear the shame of inaction.
I fear the finding of new friends.
I fear the birth of a new self.
One that will brave the cold.
I fear the strength that lies within
it overwhelms, that boldness
To be strong is to be capable
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I fear my capacity
I fear the gifts that’ve been given to me.
Fear the work that I must do.
I fear the progress made.
I fear the joy of new discovery.
I fear the path that’s been paved.
my old self fears greatly,
that old self fears to die.
Yet it must or all else fails
including all I love.
truth or lies I’m standing in
they resonate beneath my skin.
I’ve known my doubt,
I’m filled with fear.
it rings in me from ear to ear.
From my toes to my head I feel like I’m drowning.
Yet I stand in You.
You have me surrounded in Your Light and Your Glory and Your Joy tries to reach me.
Your peace feels just out of reach, Beyond the clouds of haze and confusion.
The fear, I know not from where, that fills me to the roots of my hair
paralyzed to move,
afraid to make a sound,
to move will make it worse.
Indecision abounds.
truth or lies I’m standing in
they resonate beneath my skin
I’ve known my doubt
I’m filled with fear.
it rings in me from ear to ear,
From my toes to my head I feel like I’m drowning.
Yet I stand in You
and You have me surrounded and Your light and Your glory and Your joy
tries to reach me.
Your peace feels just out of reach,
Beyond the clouds of haze and confusion.
fear, I know not from where, that fills me to the roots
of my hair paralyzed to move,
afraid to make a sound
to move will make it worse.
Indecision abounds.
I have faith and fear,
respect and reverence
trust and belief
trust over terror