Tag: mourning

My quietude is gone. My quietude is

over I mourn those days

days of solitude but no solace days

of quiet days

of Peace.

Peace remains.

Joy begins.

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I cling to my quiet solitude I mourn its passing

I mourn the loneliness. I mourn the pain

I mourn the lies that are all dead. The days of my quietude are

done

that version of me is dead

it has been mourned it is lost. It is not worth retrieving

it like yesterday

it is gone

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my quietude is over. My wings are spread I

flap and fly and soar above the clouds

I draw eyes

I welcome others. I coordinate

communities

my quiet solitude is over

my quiet solitude is gone

companionship

is here

companionship has begun.

I seek Your face I walk in Your ways

I burn for You

the one You have in store for me

meanders by my side

we are not yet committed. If I focus on them, it drives them

away. I focus on You and I run

and I know You have better in store for me than I could imagine as I start to juggle

I marvel at Your gifts

my days of quietude are done

my quietude is dust

I have better things now.