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Clay molded
I am but clay
I am molded by
the Claymaker.
I’m molded by the One who made me.
He knows what He made me for.
He wants to work with me
but still respects that
I have a choice.
He respects that He knows what He made me for.
do I respect what I was made for?
do I honor what I was made for?
Do I honor who I was made for?
Do I care what I was made for?
I want to I try to I care
I want to work with my maker.
I want to be what he wishes me to be.
I want to be what he desires of me.
I want to give him what He desires of me.
He has given me so much. How can I give Him less?
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lies and truth
I heard some truth growing up
but I also heard a lot of lies.
like the lie that pornography is
normal
that pornography is
healthy
that’s a lie.
pornography is good for exploring
that’s another lie
stripping away the lies
isn’t the same as
choosing
to believe the Truth
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valley of addiction
I’m still going through
that valley of
Addiction.
I can’t yet say I’m fully free,
but I see the path and
I See the Light.
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Spiral on
My mind needs something else to
spiral on.
Not my
worries or my
concerns or my
fears.
Focus on the Word of God.
Scripture
memory
it is better
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Process
tasks I’m given.
Consistency has been a problem.
I’ve been dragged down in the spirit
and I’ve let myself be that way
because I haven’t let myself be renewed.
I rely on my own strength
the things I know I’m supposed to do,
I fail to do
but I didn’t know better.
I didn’t know how to change
and I’m learning the skill of doing better.
Wobbly first steps
we do not learn to walk in a day
we do not learn to crawl in an hour.
It is a process
and I’ve begun mine
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Grief
We gather together to mourn.
That matters not where you’re born.
The grief is shared.
we show that we care
for the loss of one hurts us all
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Spiral
Standing
work
long hours to think
I need something new to spiral on
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Middle setting
I don’t have a middle setting.
Yet I walk into moderation.
I step out of gluttony
into moderation.
But I am not natural to it.
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Late
I’m late,
I’m late
for a very important date.
I’d love to stop and chat awhile but
I
am
very
late!
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Confession
Hi. I hurt you.
I cause you pain. I turn back
to You
It is my refrain, I return
I turn to You
away from my sin